QUADRINITY

This is rather late. But I still can't get over this picture. I love it to pieces. My favorite would have to be Ken (eh sorry Hyde, I love you too but Ken really wins with that outfit... and don't get me started on that pose *flails*). I almost regretted pre-ordering Laruku's compilation album, Quadrinity, which they'll be releasing this March. But when I saw the list, I was so relieved I did. The list is ~here~, and a bigger version of the pic. I have no complaints about their picks. They made really good choices. And for sure, I'm going to worry like hell when the release date comes and my copy does not arrive at my doorsteps soon enough. Ahehe....

February is almost ending. It'll be time to turn the page of my calendar soon..... *peeks at calendar* "Hello, Ken." Yeah, I got meself a L'Arc calendar. =)

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There are still issues in the office --maddening issues that must be addressed to. As for me, I am not really involved so the only thing that I need to focus on is to keep silent. I guess the wisest thing to do is to lay low the radar. And about my little quandary a few days ago, I chose the sun. I can't live without her, so the right choice must be where she shines. And so, I'll be staying a little longer where I am. As long as sunlight still flows into that space, I'll stay.

My workplace is a little gloomy these days. It's a good thing my BBs are here to keep me excited in life. Ahahaha. Look at them! Aren't they perfect? *grins*

*--no, there's nothing you can say that will pull me out of this insanity. :P*

where my pink flamingo is

Denny: When were you last in love, really? . . . . Ohhh. Don't you long for it?
Alan: I do, but I also fear it. The idea of part of me being controlled by somebody else.
Denny: Oh, that's the joy, the surrender–
Alan: Have you ever cried with a woman, Denny?
Denny:Oh, many, many…
[Alan stares at Denny]
Denny: No. You?
Alan: Never. Some men do that, you know–
Denny: Oh, I know. They're just weak men. Not like us. We're, ah—
Alan and Denny: Strong.
Denny: That's what makes us who we are.
Alan: Kings–
Denny: Masters of our domain.
Alan: Alone.
Denny: You're never alone on my balcony.
Alan: I know that, Denny. Sleep-over tonight?
Denny: Oh, damn it!
Alan: Just asking–
Denny: And you wonder why I resist these tender moments!
Alan: Just forget it.
Denny: Oh, fine; now I'm the bad guy.
Alan: I said forget it. Can you do that?
Denny: We could have just ended it on “You're not alone on my balcony,” but, no. You always have to push it.
Alan: Shut up.

--from Boston Legal (Season03, Ep19)


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I have drank about 2 and a half cups of black coffee, I wonder how long my eyes will stay wide open tonight. I have things to think about –big decisions I need to make. But maybe, they don't have to be made tonight. I just need to think. Start my head on something.

When I find my flamingo like Alan Shore –of course, ideally I have always hoped to be Alan Shore, but when it comes down to it.... as long I have a part, that's what really matters, right? So anyway, when I find my Denny or my Alan, I will have a nice, cozy balcony where we'll sit on every night. We'll sip our wines and smoke cigars (-ahem, so to speak, ok?) intermittently as we talk of things -sensible ones and of whatever. Anything. And we'd have sleep-overs now and then -sleep-overs, I find, are indispensable to friendship. That's a good sign of friendship right there. I will never grow too old of them. Perhaps. . . . . Yeah, sometimes when I dream of the future, that's the picture I paint. Ahaha. You'd think I should be praying of a husband finding me what with my age and all! How shameful not to, one may think and start a family. I just can't picture myself in that life. Frankly. Maybe I'm too young? You know, some people would think I'm too old. Depends on how one looks at it really.

Aaarhhh. I want to make a decision now -mainly relating to things happening at work. But some things are still up in the air. I'm afraid to decide really, but I will have to. Soon. And I can't say the details now..... But it's somewhat --will you choose the people whom you have come to love, faces you want to greet you everyday when you come to work? Or will you choose the sun?

Everything

The signal that changes from red to green
In the midst of a journey of no return
I want to go forward believing in tomorrow

Alone in this evening shower
There may be times when I stop and look back
But I won't be afraid of anything...

--from Arashi's "Everything"
[translated by AngelDevils]

Minna, oyasumi! (^_^)/

Hello boredom my old friend

There's a reason behind everything.

Whatever. It's not that I don't believe in that. But I find it annoying how some people make it sound that every reason should be something complex and profound. And if it's something simple or plain, they'll say no, it's something else. Pfft.

Err, okay, ignore me. It's a slow night and I'm bored -and talking/typing gibberish. I'm reviewing English grammar but there's too many distractions tonight. My head, for one. My idle head. *laughs* If I sit in the living room, the TV is too noisy I can't concentrate. You can't underestimate the power of television, you know. Hahaha. It will pull you in, even if what's on is some crappy drama, you still wouldn't be able to help not to look. And if I'm in my room, like right now, I can't take my eyes off -and my hands, as you see- from the pc. Gawd, I'm hopeless tonight.

*gets up to get something to eat*

--Oh, and I'll try my best not to go back and loiter around this virtual world tonight. Go Paula, be productive! LOL.

Bundle of Joy

WARNING: picspam ahead :P

So my package arrived yesterday, Laruku's BLESS single and Arashi's 5x10 DVD...

Mom: Hay naku, salamat. Kahapon pa antay na antay anak ko dyan.
Courier: Eh ma'am, mga nobody nobody lang naman ho laman nyan.

*laughs*

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BLESS is beautiful, as expected. I love the concerto version.


Now, about Arashi's, I wish Johnny would put extra stuff on JE's DVDs. Uhm, I like the cover, but I was expecting there was a booklet or something more inside other than the DVDs. What we got is just a small cardboard with the list of the PVs and the directors' names of each video. Maybe they could've put a picture or two. But a cardboard? Merp.


A few magazines arrived too. I got Sho on my lap I bought the An-an in which Sho-kun was featured. I think An-an is like FHM here, only An-an features men. I'm so proud of myself for getting the mag I even let my mom browse the mag. *grins* And she liked it, by the way. LOL.


I also got Myojo, which was a total fail on my part. I ordered it as a present for my sister. I chose their Feb. issue because they've got Arashi on their cover. But then, I made a mistake and got the March issue instead, which I did not know then. I thought I had ordered the right one. And I was supposed to ask my friend to keep it for a while and then I'll just take it before my sister's birthday. My friend had ordered the magazine for me, you see. So when it arrived, she sent me a text saying I MUST see the magazine. She rarely makes demands so I conceded and we met up the other day. She had this snicker on her face when she handed the package to me. When I opened it, surprise, surprise! My gaze fell on pink sunflowers on the mag's cover and at the center of each flower is a tiny Arashi member's head. It's the most hilarious thing I have ever seen (okay, maybe not the most but it was so arbitrary I couldn't keep myself from laughing). I'm not even sure who are on the cover... I think NYC boys? But I don't really care much about them. My friend said she got confused when she received the package. She must have thought, "Paula said she bought this because she said Arashi is on the cover. But I don't think this is what she meant." XD


*note: this blog was written at home again :(