where it does not end

I'm starting the year right, ne? *laughs*

To my most beautiful bb, お誕生日おめでとう! ♥


And here's a cool fan-project just for hysus' day, Secret Celebration ~hyde illustation book~. I like the one with the white tiger the best. Seeing those fan-arts makes me want to draw. But I don't do drawing. LOL. I must say, there have been very few faces I've seen that inspired me to draw them. And, in my life so far, I've only tried to seriously draw just 2, one is hyde and the other one is...... Xena. *laughs* I'm not kidding though. I used to love the show. I don't know. But, shame, I've never met a kid who had the same love for it as I had. Err, why am I bringing up this subject into my post. This is supposed to be only about hysus! Oh well, what done is done. Gomen ne. =)

Hello, My Dear

Head down as I watch my feet take turns hitting the ground
I should, I find myself in love racing the earth

And I'm soaked in your love
And love was right in my path, in my grasp
And me and you belong

I wanna run, run, smash into you
I wanna run, run, smash into you

--from "Smash Into You",
by Beyonce

*****

*pic from Tenkaijapan*

2011.

I love the sound of it. I am in love with it. This will be a beautiful year, I declare. 2011 means L'Anniversary. And, possibly, Arashi's 3rd Asian tour --but hopely not yet, unless, somehow, I get to Japan then they can start their tour *laugh*. L'Anniversary starts too early for me this year. This May, in fact! I don't know how I can get to Japan by May. But in some way or another, hoping against hope, that I'll get there in time. They say that the world might end on 2012. If I get to see and listen to my BBs live this year, then all hell can break loose in 2012. Hahaha. So, anyway, excuse my blather. It's the fangirl in me talking.

Hmmm..... I actually have no other goal for 2011, apart from my fangirl fantasies. LOL. Life is gradually becoming too small for me. No, life isn't. Scratch that. My space is becoming too small. I don't feel like doing anything. This is bad. Real bad. I have been living under a rock and it seems I don't want to crawl out anytime soon. I guess, if I'm in Japan maybe I'll find something..... something useful to do. Haha.

For now, let's just say I'm madly in love with 2011. Maybe this year I can finally see Japan. And then, somehow, I'll meet Aiba-baby and then we'll start a new life together. Didn't his younger brother just recently got married, and Aiba said he wants to get hitched soon as well. Hahaha. Yeah, this is the fangirl blather again. I can't seem to veer away from it. Well, it's an obsession. So, I guess, that's the idea, right?

So, before I go back under my rock, my obsession, I wish you all the best this year! *Mmwahh!*