Dean is the keyword!

Me: I hate the angels in Supernatural. The representation is just so wrong.
Daddy: Dear, that’s why it’s fiction. It’s not true.
Me: But still. It’s wrong.
Daddy: Then why do you still watch?
Me: I have a thing for Dean.

I am so unproductive these days. What should one do when his inspiration is zilch? I’m merely floating through each God-given day. This lassitude must be a crime. Just the other day, I was listening to a preaching of Myles Munroe and he said that the greatest tragedy in life is not death but life without a purpose. And purpose is exactly what I don’t have right now. Sometimes when you hear too much about life and purpose, and you don’t really action on it, your heart grows unsympathetic and cold. So, you become listless and apathetic. I don’t know if that’s true for everyone but it is for me. In fact, I think, I have already become so well adjusted to letting the waves of life take me wherever it rolls. I feel nothing. It bothers me but not enough to stress me out. Am I not doomed if I don't change my routine soon? I know I am. My colleagues are planning to go abroad to work and are asking me if I want to jump in. It's capricious, I think. The job will only be for six months. So, I don't know. Too risky. But, everything is still up in the air anyway. So, for now, I’ll see how far I can go with this current lifestyle. I'll find my next step, sure. But let the waves carry me through each day in the interim.

I learned a word today. Obfuscate. I came across the word from a news article. It means to confuse or to make obscure. It’s funny --I mean, who uses such a word these days? I don’t. And I won’t. Would you? Hahaha . . . . Sorry, I’m too random. This is the result of being a loafer.

So anyway, I’ve got Supernatural to fritter away what little energy I have these days. Yeah, I’ve been hooked as well. Though I must admit there are some things in the plot that are too hard to swallow. But heck! What's an iffy story line compared to Dean Winchester, right? LOL. I love the first and second season. Uhm, the 3rd season is okay. But the story just went downhill for me when it entered the fourth season. It’s getting more infuriating as the story unfolds. But then again, Dean is there so I still watch. I’m pathetic, I know. I can’t help being a girl, can I? Yeah, you probably wouldn’t understand. I love you if you do. *laughs*

I‘m in the office still. Our system is down so I can’t really work now. And so, more loafing ensues, hehehe. Opposite my station, my colleague is playing ‘Gee’ of SNSD as he tidies up his workstation and tucks away his things in his pedestal. The song is a current favorite here in the office --not sure if Gee really is the title. It gets played everyday at the start of the shift, like an anthem during flag ceremonies, and before we hit ‘log-out’. It's a fun song, shakes off some of our stress from work. And honestly, apart from the "oh yeah!", I don't understand one bit of the song. But the part where it goes "geegeegeegeegee" is somehow --what's the word-- stimulating. XD Oh, which reminds me, I'd better clear up my station too before the song ends. Need to be home early so I can watch much Supernatural.

But before I go, here's something for a bit of lulz.

Adios amigos! (^_^)//